"Your life isn’t out there waiting, so don’t think all you have to do is find it and get it. No, your life is right here. and, yeah, it sucks. lives usually do. so if you want things to change, you don’t need to get a life. you need to get off your ass."
Reasons why I love John Green (via chelseaalysse)
"The person you think of when you stand in front of the ocean. That’s the person you’re in love with."
Colleen Michele (via fearlessknightsandfairytales)

Look what happend today!

  • I dragged my lazy ass to the gym for the first time in like 2 months.
  • I’m already sore. Pretty sure I can’t walk for the next couple of days.
  • At the moment I’m not quite sure if I wanna continue stronglitfs or if I wanna try something else. Guess I gonna do it till I fond something that I like more.
  • After work I went to media markt to look at some fridges, because I need a new one. But the ones I like were so freaking expensive. Who can spend like 800 or 900 Euro on a fridge? Not me.
  • I managed to walk past a bookstore without going inside a bye all the book. This is huge for me. I’m addicted to books.
  • As you can see my life is so ~exciting~.

I know I’m late to the party, but…

…here are my goals for October:

  1. Go to the gym at least 8 times till the end of October.
  2. Strech every day for at least 10-15min.
  3. Try 3 new recipes.
  4. Shower every day.
  5. Take supplements every day.
  6. Buy a new fridge.
  7. Read before bed for at least 30min.
  8. Clean my car inside & out. (I’m so bad at this.)
  9. Lose weight, meaning become less fluffy.
  10. Shop for new autumn/winter clothes.
  11. Clean out my wardrobe - only keep clothes that I really like to wear.
  12. Buy some scented candles.

Some of those are really random, but I feel like if I don’t write it down and make it a goal for this months, I will not get it done any time soon.

"You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. It’s doing what feels right no matter what. It’s doing what you want to, no matter how stupid you look. It’s about being yourself, ‘cause no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong."
Unknown (via loav)

Today I realized: the harder I try now, the sooner I’ll see my goals. The more excuses I make, the longer it’ll take to see results. So, go that extra mile, even when you don’t think you can.


if you want a nice body, go get it. if you want to become a lawyer, study your ass off. if you want nice hair, pick a style and get it done. stop being afraid and motivate yourself. find yourself. find your happiness, because it’s out there waiting for you.

"Just remember, even your worst days only have twenty-four hours"
10 word story (via eteriese)


Sorry for being so MIA lately.

Things that are happening right now:

  • I’m working like a maniac. I work overhours every day and have barely any spare time - that’s the reason why I didn’t really posted anything.
  • I’m looking for a new apartment, because mine sucks. My bedroom window is leaking whenever it rains. Also my heating in my living room is not really working. I could call my landlord and get it fixed, but I don’t really like this apartment anyways, so I decided to look for a new one.
  • I still havent’s been to the gym, because of work. I just had no time and was constantly so burned out. But I’m planning on going back next week. I’m not quite sure if I should try a new split/programm. But I feel like it’s time for something else than stronglifts.
  • So, that’s everything that has happened (or not happened) the past couple of weeks. I hope I can give you more exciting updates soon.